蹋了

 

我予你的崇拜

 

 

予你的崇拜

被你揮霍、蹧蹋滿地

也許更被你嗤之以鼻

 

開了對你的思念

今夜沉沉在地上的庭樹影

縱橫地寫遍了“想你想你

可恨可恨

難道我真的無法把你徹底地忘記

 

你的模樣

不像以前那樣清晰

沒有你的消息

我也不悲不喜

長此下去

我腦海裡有可能再也不存你的記憶

 

                           2012.11.21

 

 

You Squandered my Wworship to You

 

                         Monica M.L. Chen

 

My worship to you

you squandered and trampled on all over the floor

perhaps despite also came to the fore

 

 

 

I ducked the thoughts of you

yet tonight on the atrium floor the lifeless tree shadows

the words “thinking of you!” vertically and horizontally written and scored

hateful, hateful

do I really cannot forget you completely to brace myself for

 

Your appearance

not as clear as before

no news of you

not sad nor happy that I feel for

if things continue this way

my mind may no longer hold memory of yours

 

                      2012.11.21